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  • Daddy Recovery Sessions: A Gaslighting Egg Thief

    My father gaslit me so much, I cannot even go pass a smokers´ sections anymore. I, literally, should tattoo flammable on my ass. For my father, gaslighting was the Reverse-Uno of psychological abuse and one of his favorite tools. You could not tell him he was bad, if anything, he was just flawed or lost,…

  • Daddy Recovery Session: To Pity Or Not Pity 

    To my dad, pity was love, which is why he loved it when people pitied… it meant they cared and also forgot to ask him if it was reciprocal. Yet, I found the quality annoying on him. As we walked through the Basilica, he proceeded to talk about these mysterious, suicide attempts without mentioning who,…

  • A Year of Not Trying…. To Punch A Stylist

    There I was, happy to be on my my first set, completely manifested by my talent and determined positivity. Who cares that Adobe charged me 20 dollars for the app, which I do not own? I will fight for my reimbursement later. I could care less that I have no money to eat or that…

  • I´ve Seen Better Kings

    A Poem

  • Daddy Recovery Q of The Day

    What is a ¨daddy issue¨ or childhood one, you see show up in how you date?

  • Get F**king Ready

    A Poem

  • The Daddy Recovery Sessions:EP8 Telenovela Villain 

    One of the reasons, I find my father so evil is that, from a very young age, he wanted me to be convinced I was. He was relentlessly giving me character flaws I did not have and, in perspective, were pretty bold. He was a bigamist, who told me by age 4, I did nothing…

  • Daddy Recovery Sessions EP7: The Knock Knock Basis

    Mavii is one of my fun friends whom equally, emotionally crashes from being the brightest bulb to feel, secretly, dim. We either GO OUT or fucking extinguish. It is the burden of being deemed the ¨fun ones¨ of a group: it is rare someone sees that, perhaps, you are functionally sad. We roll through life…

  • The Daddy Recovery Sessions: EP11- Tupac

    I have always loved Tupac because, between our upbringings and our Gemini placements, we share a lot in common. I would watch him with pain and wonder because I understood what it is to be the biggest star dimmed by your surroundings and the people that claimed to love you just to betray you. It…

  • Daddy Recovery Session: EP5- The Charm of Cancel Culture 

    Part of why I feared doing Daddy Recovery was that all my life my dad was defined by his almost god-like charisma, and I never felt charming enough to make my truth valuable or even believable by others. I was always so raw, sweet, and honest, but even with 3 more virtues than my dad…